AFIFHAKIM BIN RAMLI

gmbr ni apiz yg pilih mase nk submit video audition for TARA tu..

As i write this, it has been 5 days and 4 nights since one of my best friend, AFIFHAKIM, passed away suddenly and unexpectedly.. we've known each other since we were 16 or 17, almost 10 years now.. sangat peramah, sgt suka gelak kuat2 sambil ketuk meja, owh and he lovedddd to debate.. hehe.. he was loved by many, thats for sure.. in photography, he was my biggest supporter, selain my family la kan.. he always helped me and encouraged me.. he always believed in me, even when i didnt believe in myself.. i felt safe when i was with him.. he was like a big brother who care much for his sisters you know.. "lana! jgn letak fon atas meja, nnt org kebas", "lana! tepi skit, jgn tgh tgh jln tu sgt", "lana! kalau klua kereta pegang kunci tu kt tgn, if someone kacau cucuk je dgn kunci tu", lana this lana that yada yada yada.. not just his wife, farra, dgn kitorg yg lain lain ni skali die jaga.. kalau berani sentuh la kitorg, nk rasa penumbuk sulong arwah tu.. hehehe.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, rindu kt tgn arwah yg besar tu, mcm lesung batu.. anywes, our memories together sgt byk.. let me list it down, some of it je la, the one yg mmg treasure the most lah..

-ponteng tusyen, pegi sunway lagoon, main sume yg basah2 then blk naik bas lenjun2.. dayah ingat lagi tak?? hahahaha..
-dlm kelas duduk depan skali, time teacher hasnawiyah mengajar kitorg suka mkn nasi goreng.. again, dayah ingat lagi tak?? hahahaha.. adoi adoi, selambe jer kasi bau satu kelas nasi goreng..
-asyik lunch kt rmh arwah, mama kn suka masak, bibik plak berlambak.. hahaha..
-arwah takut naik kpl terbang.. last year we went to UK together, each time kpl trbg langgar awan, arwah pucat gile.. kehkehkeh.. so fannehhhhhhh.. "lana, kenapa pilot ni bwk mcm ni?? tertinggal jantung apiz hah"..
-if he's on diet, lana ni kire mcm makhluk yg suka menghasut die makan.. hahahaha.. 100% termakan hasutan, die pun join makan..
-dalam arwah suka menolong org tu, kalau ade part die bleh kenekn kite, huiyooooo no 1.. there's this one time mase tgh cycling, in the middle of the night, arwah dgn selambe pi kacau anjing anjing liar tgh tido.. ape lagi, anjing tu keja kitorg la.. arwah kayuh punye la laju, left me alone kat belakang sambil tu arwah gelak kuat2 tgk kite tercungap2 kayuh kene keja anjing2 tu.. bwahahahahahahahahahaha!!
-kejar pencurik tgh2 mlm.. konon2 nk jd hero la kitorg nie.. kihkihkih.. tp bodoh, tak reti nk amek plate number yg tersergam indah kt kereta tu..

byk lagi, tp tak tertulis lah.. later add on je la k.. btway, i wanna share with you guys, a few statement or chitchat or tingkahlaku by arwah for the past 2 weeks.. as for me, ni kire mcm hint la yg die nk pegi dah, tp lana terlepas pandang la..
1) arwah: "lana pernah tgkp gmbr gothic style tak?? jom tgkp gmbr kt kubur!!"
2) he came to my hse nk tgkkn basikal ku yg rosak then arwah suh amek sume album gmbr lame2, especially yg ade gmbr farra mase kecik.. then die suh cerita mcm mane kenal farra, die suh cerite detail detail, padahal dh byk kali cerita dh..
3) arwah belek2 gmbr kawen, gmbr honeymoon, then arwah suruh taruk a few pics yg arwah suka dalam my phone, so that each time hang out die bleh tgk2, he said tgk gmbr tru my phone best and he oso said this, "apiz rindu la time kt uk, lana rindu tak?? best kn.. so taruk gmbr dlm fon, kalau rindu bile2 pun bleh belek je gmbr tu.." waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

PTG APIZ PASSED AWAY, ORG AXN TALIPON CAKAP KITORG KENE HADIR FOR INTERVIEW UNTUK PROGRAM "THE AMAZING RACE ASIA".. so i guess, no point pegi interview tu kn, no partner no TARA la.. but hey, video audition for TARA, the making, best gile.. mmg tak kan lupa lah.. sampai jatuh masuk semak bagai2.. hahahaha..

apiz ckp, gmbr ni die macho gile.. (bubuh dlm phone)

apiz ckp, gmbr ni die comel.. huhu.. (bubuh dlm phone)
apiz ckp die terharu tgk gmbr nie.. (bubuh dlm phone)
apiz ckp oya cantek pki tudung.. (x suruh bubuh dlm phone)
apiz ckp mama cantek dlm nie.. (x suruh bubuh dlm phone)
apiz ckp gmbr farra dlm ni comel mcm budak2.. (bubuh dlm phone)

DEAR APIZ, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU, NOT THE WAY YOU LEFT BUT HOW YOU LIVED.. SEMOGA ROHMU DICUCURI RAHMAT DAN SEMOGA KAMU TERGOLONG DIKALANGAN MEREKA YG BERIMAN.. AL FATIHAH!