so much to say!!

life is funny isnt it?
just when you think you've got it all figured out,
get excited about it and feel like
you know what direction you're heading in,
the paths change, the signs change,
and you're lost..
there aren't many sure things in life,
but one thing i do know is that you have to deal
with the consequences of your actions..
sometimes i do wonder and always question myself,
what have i ever had to do in my life that really needed to be done?
i always had a choice, and i always took the easy way out..
people who were at school with me
are out tasting what the world has to offer,
and i'm just me, wondering what i have got myself into..
i need to be independent..
it's time for me to grow up..
i need to pick myself up and stop feeling sorry for myself..
life is hard, so what?
it's hard for everyone, isn't it?
anyone who says it's easy is a liar..
aint complaining over here..
just that, it always popped in my head,
what if i took the right turn instead of left,
am i an engineer right now, or an architect perhaps?

Dear Cik Penat, now u can go away ya!!

on june 13th, berlangsung lah majlis kawen ejaz & aishah, majlis menyambut menantu org kata.. hopefully safarianz clan happy sepanjang di kuala lumpur nie.. to friends and family, thank you very much for all the help, secara langsung or tak langsung..

a day after that, got makan2 at our house, so saja lah combine tgkp gmbr konon2 adik beradik baru.. ha amek ko, ramai eh.. come come, pilih pilih pilih.. eh, can not!! :p

mr groom and mrs bride with maks ayahs!! main pandang pandang jeling jeling pulak.. kihkihkih.. cool parents ever.. for sure la anak akan ckp cam gini kn.. hehehe!!

Qaisara aka Tita, kene timbun with the door gift's boxes.. kesian!!

last week on june 6th, 2009 i went to kota tinggi, johor for capturing hajar n jef's wedding.. as usual, people will always ask me dis kind of question, "awak ni tgkp gmbr dh lama ke??, awak ni tgkp gmbr ade sijil ke??, awak ni tgkp gmbr nmpk mcm pro, tp perempuan boleh ke tgkp gmbr?? etc.. usually, i just keep quiet and smile but this time ini mulut sgt la celupar and counter attack balik.. i straight away say, "yg awak ni tanye saye, mulut tu ade sijil ke??".. ya ampun, sorry to the max, really am.. aduh, terus kakak tu blah.. before balik tu, i approach that person and buat muka seposen, mintak maaf byk2 sbb tercelupar skit.. luckily, she's cool enuff to forgive me.. a bit shocked with my answer, she says.. huhu..

saya buat photography ni sbb saya suka.. sangat sangat suka.. tolonglah jangan downkn saya boleh tak?? kihkihkih.. naaaaaaahhhhh, me dont mind actually.. sebab saya tau saya bagus.. hahahaha.. gila berlagak aku neh.. no la, kite kn sama sama perempuan sama sama melayu, jgn lah cam gitu.. kecik hati nie.. hehehe..

btway, about si pengantin.. adoiyai, time nie lah pulak nk bergado laki bini.. hahaha.. well, beauty of photography, itu gado2 tarak nampak dalam gambar.. hehehe.. oh oh, forgot to tell, i went there with ain, kak pah and ain's cousin..

Selamat Kawen-Kawen!!

from KL-Sgpore then back to KL.. banyaknye org kawennnnnnnnnn!!to my brother muhamad jazlan, happy newlyweds.. kami semua tak percaya ejaz dh kawen, yeaaaaaaaaaaa!! what la you, people get married pakai inai, u tak mau.. rugiiiiiii!!a day before the akad nikah, kami bershopping.. alang alang, first day sale plak tu, ape lagiiiiiii.. redahhhhhhh.. bought my self a lacoste and an adidas shoes.. dats me, looks for the sports stuff mostly.. thee heeee.. thx to the photographer, Ghafur from GAPSTUDIOS and the videographer, Zul and Faizal from CST.. kesian Roslee kene tinggal kt msia.. hehehe.. pukul jek org ptptn tuh.. haha!!

oh oh, bcos on may 31st tu last day registration, so i hv to make a move awal dr yg lain.. u know wat, my sweet loving brother si jafni, he bought me a bus ticket from "ulat tiket".. masyaallah, takut sgt2.. with the air conditioner bocor sane sini, the bus driver cakap sorg2, the worst thing is i dun even know what he membebel about, his language mmg tak phm.. all the way from jb to kl, mmg x boleh tido sbbt akut sgt.. haish.. hari itu dalam sejarah!!

KESIANNNNN!!!!

Dayah : Lana, apsal xbgtau chap masok ospital. Apedaa.
Lana : Hah? x tau pung.. mane kamu tau..
Dayah : Chap la bgtau. Die operate buang ketumbuhan kt ovari belah kiri..
Lana : Chap x kasi tau pun..
Dayah : Smlm operate.. ntah2 xde spe tau ek.. sbb die kate xsempat nk bgtau.. jom visit..
Lana : Jom jom.. lana amek dayah..

maka kami pun pegi la melawat chap!!

Im having so much fun!!

perhentian trip = awesome!! 3D 2N at senja bay resort mmg best, but the employee, macam gampang.. tak mesra alam langsung.. even towards the mat & minah salleh too.. ape lah, layan la org elok2.. hish.. luckily the food served sgt sedap, so no issues berbangkit lah.. theee heeee.. went there with wa, nina, chap n fara.. SAYA DAPAT BERENANG DENGAN PENYU!!! its not easy to kejar the penyu, penyu berenang sgt laju.. tercunggap2 den.. haihs.. ingat sampai mati lah.. oh oh, ade shark jugak, kecik je la.. tak takut pun.. just shocked a bit, tetibe lalu depan mata.. dunno bout others, but im so excited ok.. macam jakun pun ade lah.. gelak gelak, merajuk merajuk, lebam sane, lebam sini.. nite tracking yg sgt la takut, mane taknye, 5 girls entered the jungle with only one torch light.. walaweeeiiii, gile kental babe.. naseb baek x de binatang buas.. tp biase lah, ade jek "mata" yg memandang(goose bump).. gulppp.. next = redang!! yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

dis is where itu shark berenang2.. now sudah lari.. huhu..

the penyu won the race.. cis!!

depan kamera sume control cun, off camera sume muka pucat..
ade life jacket pun tak membantu diorg neh.. hahahaha!!

HUNGGA HUNGGA!!

tina aka the auntie is getting married.. she just got engaged earlier today.. this past 2 3 days, she dok meremind me to bangun awal, she scared dat imma come late to the event.. hahahaha.. so i keep on teasing her dat im not gonna bring my camera and i will bangun lambat.. but since she agreed to give me free petrol for a year, so sanggup la saya bangun awal.. thee heeee.. ye ke tina?? hahahahaha.. naaaah, im not dat mean darling.. btway, bcoz of u cik rastina, i hv to postponed my perhentian trip, even for a day pun, tetap terasa tau.. anywes, to rastina and firdaus, congatulation.. semoga kawen la kamu hendaknye.. amin!!! tak sabarye nak naek bas mlm neh.. perhentian, here i comeeeeee!!! (lompat lompat)

rastina the auntie.. weeeee, isnt she lovely?? so schweetttttttt!!

p/s: to my dear darling auntie, pls pay for all the penalties fine watsoever, for cancellation of the flight tix ya.. tenkiyuuuuuu!! :p